when its gone then only we realised

people usually got blinded by something which is familiar to their eyes
and act like 'haihh bosannye, nak tuka la'
this is exactly what happened to me involving my hairr
i got them cut twice last year, cause i was not satisfy with the layer the hairdresser made.
and now im begging for the long old one :(

and today it only reaches my shoulder

mannnn, i miss you furr :(