How will my future be

Salam readers <3 So today friends of my parents came, Uncle Alias, I usually call him Pak Cik Lieh, with Kuala accent HAHA, Pak Tam and his wife, Aunt Farah. They were discussing about their gathering which will be held on April 30th, if Im not mistaken in Taiping. But then, the chit-chatting was more than the discussion. Its a normal thing when old friends meet huh ? Plus, they are like brothers and sisters. * Actually this part is for introduction, I usually have a huge problem when writing intro -..- HAHA

Okay, the main point is, Mak asked me just now, which one do I prefer, is it medicine of pharmacist ? But then of course I answered medicine, boleh kerat kerat orang, I likeee HAHA. Plus, Ive been watching Grey's Anatomy since I was a little kid, so I guess its kinda fun being a doctor. But yes, the main point is I am passionate on becoming a doctor, InsyaAllah. Ayah used to tell me that, if I became a doctor I can really assist people who are suffering with pain. And, I can really help my family <3, its the biggest reason why I am passionate on pursuing medicine. So as I answered, I started to think how will my future be. Is it as hard as what I've gone through during my SPM or is it tougher. Even teachers told that SPM is the toughest spot in life, but then Im 200% sure that living as a Uni student will be much tougher. I mean, I really need to hold myself from doing bad things because I have no one to look after me, to warn me, to advice me etc. This is the spot where I really I have to stand on my own feet. Plus the lecturer will never be as helpful as teachers did, handing notes, extra classes etc. OMG, I just cant imagine how scaryyyyy future will be :(

But then, I realized that; I still have faith in Allah and Islam to pray and ask for, I still have my family to refer to, I still have my mere friends which I can always cry to. So I guess, future will not be as bad as I imagined. Chill Farah :)